What did you think of 2021?

I can hear everyone’s apprehension and fear over the Omicrom variant that’s gently slapping its metaphorical willy on the table of life. We all just want covid to take its willy off the table and put it right away, we’ve seen enough.

MENTAL HEALTH COVID-19 SELF LOVE

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12/31/2021 2 min read

I can hear everyone’s apprehension and fear over the Omicrom variant that’s gently slapping its metaphorical willy on the table of life. We all just want covid to take its willy off the table and put it right away, we’ve seen enough.

Yet as I ponder about willys I also ponder over yonder about existential things. The magic of the Universe in my view, is the fact that it is never stable. It’s chaotic and indifferent because the entire ecosystem is constantly evolving. Plants, bugs, and viruses are always growing and regenerating. This means that you in this moment are also evolving, and there’s a depth to this evolution that’s frightening but fuarking beautiful.

This year I am looking forward to leaning into the evolution of my psyche. This pandemic has taught me that I still do not feel I am enough, a genuine issue that I believe confronts all of us. We operate from “not-enoughness”, we lean on specific conditions set out by society to ensure we are worthy of our own existence. This was most evident during the vaccination plonkerdonk, resulting in communities engaging in aggressive opposition with one another. We dug our heels into our respective values whilst throwing emotional poo back and forth.

What I failed to see, is that we all have suffered together in connectedness.

We have also suffered in unity, and we will recover in unity. The anger, frustration, and grief 2021 has injected into my heart is now being transformed into strength, compassion, and acceptance. I can feel this beautiful experience happening collectively across the city. So, as you look back on 2021, what has transformed within your gorgeous wee soul throughout the heartache of the last year? What have you lost? And can you imagine what might happen next? It could be something bloody beautiful fam.

You are a pottered piece, whose wounded cracks are filling with pure gold.

Happy NY.

Xoxo
Breezy

2021 is almost over fam. Another year plonked behind us as we settle our bumflaps into an ikea cushion and enjoy a well-rounded cask of Coolabah (put the straw in the bladder tonight plz).

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